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I stare at your eyes

Sunken in your empty face

Graced with tears

The dumbest thing you did was try to judge me

The dumbest thing you did was expect me to change

And now we're at this point again

I stare at your eyes, sunken in

In your empty face



Your expectations were always false

Your thoughts much too long-winded

I suppose thats why you kept it to yourself

That you were waiting all this time

For someone else to step out of me

I never knew you didn't love me

Until you said it with those eyes

You were always looking for something else



I stare at your eyes

Sunken in your empty face

Graced with tears

Why did you ever try to judge me?

Why did you ever expect me to change?

Never at this point again

I ignore your eyes, sunken in

Into your empty face

Ignore the cries as they consume us all

Though they are in vain



Your expectations were not met

Your thoughts scattered and strained

Why did you keep it to yourself

That you were waiting for something else

All this time

I know now you didn't love me

Just by the look in your eyes...



Sunken in, into your empty face

Why did you try to judge me...

Why did you expect me to change...



And now I'll try, try to find my place

As long as you're gone, I'll be fine

I won't miss your eyes

Sunken in your empty face

Graced with tears

I'll never hear your cries

Again

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heartache
04:24 Sep 06 2008

heartbreaking,your words tear the flesh like a knife.

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Beside god I stand

He's nothing more than a man

All dressed in white

I'm shrouded in black

I call down

To your soul, from up high

It's in my hands

I control the night



Tyranny of the night

What kind of god

Sits idly by

As his creation is going downhill,

How much blood has to be spilled,

Before you take hold?

I'll take control

I rule the night



Before god I stand

Nothing but his book in my hand

All in spite

I read back

What is wrote down

Cast the tome aside

Bare to him my hands

Thrust my soul into the light



I control the night



No longer will it go downhill

Enough blood has been spilled

I've taken hold

I have control

Control of the night



Before god I stand

His book in my hand

He's dressed in white

Thrust my soul into the light

Purified

I control the night

Before god I stand

Nothing more than a man

I take control of the night

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heartache
04:31 Sep 06 2008

i luv the way u structure your songs.

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Arrive at the gate

Where I am the keeper

Face your final judgement

All of your sins

Will be brought to me

Will I let you in?



Arrive at the gates of hell

Will you be banished forever?

Stand and deliver yourself

I can see through your soul

I am the keeper

I decide if you stay

Or if you go

All of your sins

Will be brought to me



Arrive at the gate

Where I am the keeper

Will you walk eternally

Through the pits of hell?

Your fate lies in my hands

All of your sins

Will be brought to me

Awaken on the eve of a bad memory

Is this a dream

Or is this reality

A realistic grip on your dreams

A lethargic grasp on reality

Prepare to relive your worst memory

Prepare your mind

For suffering



Awaken on the eve of the day

That made all those scars

Suffer through the night

Leading up to the pain

Anticipation eats you alive

Suffer through the night

Leading up to the day

When your love died

Eternal Winter

In the heart of a sinner

Every thought, sharp and calculating

Every word, cold and biting

Everyone around you

Waiting for a passing that won't come

This is eternal winter

In the soul of a sinner



Feel the chill

Fear the kill

Eternal Winter

In the soul of a sinner

The passing of a life

Will become justified in time

But the passing of this eternal winter

Will never come

Eternal Winter

Cold forever

No right from wrong, a filthy conscience

Kill whoever

Eternal Winter

Every man is a son to someone

Driven and defeated by the same greed

United and divided by the same hate

The entire world has come to this

This is the War Of The Sons

All seeking to make this

A world of one

This is the War Of The Sons



Compulsive behavior leads to disagreement

One-upsmanship takes a turn for the worst

Human nature pushes you to be the best

No matter the consequence

Lay whatever, whomever, lying in your wake

Men can make no mistakes

In the War Of The Sons

Continuing until there is only one

The War Of The Sons

There will be none

The War Of The Sons

Every man is a son to someone

All seeking to make this a world of one.

And so you have...

The War Of The Sons

A broken heart is like broken glass

You'll only hurt yourself trying to pick up the pieces.

It just won't ever be the same

Glue together the jagged edges

Rebuild, piece by piece

Permanent cracks will always gleam

There's no way to fill the seams

Pick out my flaws

They're easily seen

A broken heart is like broken glass

It can never be the same again

No matter how hard you try

It'll always be broken

No matter how careful you are

You'll always hurt yourself

Don't bother trying to piece it back together

Just leave it scattered on the floor...

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Firedrake
07:05 Sep 06 2008

yeah i know how that feels

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The sins I've commited

I appeal in the blood that I've spilled

The pain I've suffered

Made evident by the tears I've shed

Can you feel the fear in my eyes?

Amplified by the cries in my head

Is this as good as life gets?

I would rather not exist

Is this as good as life gets?

I don't want any part of this



Seeing your smiling face makes me sick

All that I used to love

Drained away, like my blood

All that I cared for

Like my soul, is no more

You've ripped out my heart

And replaced it with a hole.

I know I left

But a piece of my heart was left behind

Always writing these angry words

Filled with hate

Let me step out from behind my disguise

And throw away the perceptions of fate



I know I love you in my heart

But you've torn my soul apart

I've fallen so far in this hole

Yet even farther for you

Sometimes I just wanna touch your face

Other times, I just want you to stay away

Sometimes, I just wanna take your hand

Other times, I'm glad I made this stand

The pain that you brought

Has turned into the pain of..

You're gone.



I know I love you in my heart

But you've torn my soul apart.

I know I left

But a piece of my heart was left behind

Let me step out from behind my disguise

Throw away these perceptions of fate.

The pain that you brought

Has turned into the pain of...

You're gone.

Kiss my lips

As you tear my heart out

I won't feel a thing

Create the illusion of love

Take the focus off the pain

Fall asleep beneath you

Only to never awake

You've taken my life tonight

Under the illusion of love



Irony is an enemy

Promise me an amazing night

As you secretly brandish your favorite blade

Falling in love

As we wait for the sun

For me it'll never come

Your true intention was to spill my blood.

So as I fall asleep beneath you

I will never awake

You've taken my life tonight

Under the illusion of love

Show me a purpose

Give me one good reason

Why trying is even worth this

Because I don't understand

And I feel like I'm wasting

The air that I breathe

So show me my purpose

Or take me away



I keep trying and trying

This world keeps spinning at a hellish pace

I hate feeling like

Everything I do

Winds up a kick in the face

I'm tired of failure

And feeling like I've got no future

Something needs to change

So show me a purpose

Or I'm starting with you



Show me a purpose

Give me one good reason

Why trying is even worth this

Because I don't understand

And I feel like I'm wasting

The air that I breathe

So show me my purpose

Or just get away

You told me over and over again

Things will change

I've waited time and time again

And the only thing changing

Is my faith

My faith in you, my faith in us

My faith in everything around me

You've lost my trust

I've lost my will to love



My heart shatters in your hands

Scatter it around like ashes

Dance in my misery

Bathe in my tears

I've lost my will to love



You told me thing would change

You've lost my trust.

Through a pane of glass.

Feel it shatter around me

Painful, paralyzing

I never saw it coming

Sound familiar?

Falling fifteen floors

Its not the first time I've fallen for you

But with a different outcome.

No, it all led up to this

Was it the pain that got me?

Or maybe it was the fall

Or maybe not at all

Maybe I was dead long before this

Fifteen floors from the ground.

Why did I have to fall?

I did this to myself

Shoud've seen it coming

But it was as invisible as the clearest pane of glass.

Unite under the umbrella of fear.

Take in the sights of our own personal hell

This world has become broken.

A global population, collectively out of its mind.

United under an umbrella of fear



Look at what they've done

Through the media, the news.

They control

They've won

We're all small-time pawns

In this worldwide fight

Bending to the will

Of the kings

Of this game we call life.



United under an umbrella of fear

We can make a stand.

Defeat the paranoia

Sweeping over this, and every other land

Strike down these so-called kings

Leave their will buried in the sands.

Storming up the beach head

Right to their front doors

Unite under this umbrella of fear.

Destroy this egotistic brand.

Take control.

I feel this venom inside.

Are you my antidote?

I keep expecting to die.

Somehow I'm still alive.

Suffering day by day

Tortured by my own soul

I feel this venom inside

I'm made of venom and a dark hole.



They say to suck the venom out

But I can't take a breath.

Are you my antidote?

You don't get rid of the venom.

You just suck out my life

Its seeping through my veins

Day by day, as I sleep through your games.

I keep expecting to die.

Somehow I'm still alive.

Tortured by my own soul

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vampgurl89
05:51 Aug 19 2008

i have to say the name caught my attention but i admit that i really like this poem, along with some of your other pieces



and i have to say i know how it feels to be "tortured by my own soul"

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I won't deny a single word you say.

As long as you speak the truth.

I'll hear every single word you say.

As long as you speak in silence.

And I'll fall for every single word you say

As long as its as you're dying.



I live in fear of your words.

Nothings ever hurt me worse

I need to escape your grasp

And find a way to break this curse.



I need a way to end this pain

Take the knife from between my shoulder blades.

Admire its bright crimson edge.

Slash it straight across the heart

Watch life as it begins to spill from him

Creates another work of art.



I won't deny a single word you say.

As long as you speak the truth.

I'll hear every single word you say.

As long as you speak in silence.

And I'll fall for every single word you say

As long as its as I'm dying....

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Joli
03:51 Aug 12 2008

"I'll hear every single word you say.

As long as you speak in silence.

And I'll fall for every single word you say

As long as its as you're dying."



Holy shit...wow. I'll be back; that's for sure.

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heartache
16:38 Aug 14 2008

your writing is intense...

so raw and real.

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The words that you say

Break before they reach my ears.



Please don't tell me why

Just turn yourself away

And say goodbye

I don't ever wanna know

What happened on that night

So save your words

And cease all your lies.



The words that you say

Break me down into tears.



I never thought I'd say this, but...

Keep all your thoughts to yourself

The words you use, cut...

Deeper than you could ever know.

So keep your thoughts to yourself.

And please just let me go



The words that you say

Are a culmination of my fears.



Please don't tell me why

Just turn yourself away

And say goodbye

I don't ever wanna know

What happened on that night

So save your words

And cease all your lies.

There's nothing to miss.

I'm just a voice.

No body, no lips, nothing to kiss.

I'm sorry, but thats all I have to give.

And dear, you deserve so much more than this

*chorus1*



You say it doesn't matter

As long as I hear you, and

I feel you in my heart

But I need you here with me

I should have warned you from the start

There is no way we can work like this

Despite all the love we share,

There's nothing for you to miss

*chorus2*



I need you in my arms

But you're so many miles away.

Of course you're in my heart...

But I'm sorry, I've got to say

Its either all or nothing

So say goodbye as I'm walking away...

(repeat chorus2)

(repeat chorus1)

As beautiful as the flame

As dangerous as the blaze

Wander into the inferno

There's no one else to blame

Entranced by the beauty, overwhelmed by the pain

This fire will attract you

And then drive you insane.



So before it surrounds you

And traps you in its game

Douse that fire out now

Smother the flame

So before it surrounds you

And stops you in its gaze

Douse the fire out now

Bring an end to the blaze.

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LadyRavenous
19:45 Aug 15 2008

I really like this one. Have you ever taken your own advice?



Lady Ravenous

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I can stand on my own

I don't need you anymore.

I can stand on my own

I don't need you around



For so many years, I've tried to make it work

For so many years, you've tried to make me hurt

I finally stopped to ask myself

How much is this worth?

I finally came to realize

You're only holding me down



I can stand on my own

I don't need you anymore

I can stand on my own

I don't even want you around



For years, I tried to make myself a success.

But everytime, you complained

Said I wasn't doing my best

But now I've come to understand

You're the one who wasn't your best

You're the one to blame



Now I can stand on my own

I've no interest in your help

I can stand on my own

I can live by myself

I can stand on my own

I don't even want you around

Hold me close

As the storm comes our way

No one knows

But this could be our last day

Together



Withering away

Is the world that we live in

Who's to say

We don't deserve what we're given

I don't know why this is happening but we're on the verge...

Of extinction



Hold me close

As our world comes to an end

Whisper in my ear

As we start to ascend to the heavens

As it begins, our lifes have unraveled

All our sins will be washed away tonight



Hold me close

As the storm comes our way

No one knows

But this could be our last day

Together



I never knew

How much I could love you...

Until it was all to be taken away

But we'll stay...

Together in spirit

So please...embrace it

Don't fear it

You rest alone in my heart

Forever



All our sins will be washed away tonight...

Nothing left but our light...

But my dear, thats enough for me...

As I hear...

Your lips calling my name, you're near

As I fall into your embrace...

As the storm comes our way...



So hold me close

As the storm comes our way

As our ghosts...

Stay together each day..

Forever....

Follow the leader...

And he will lead you to hell



Spirited speeches lead to broken spirits

Turn on your tv, be sure to hear it

He's got our world under command

Sending our youth to be damned



Follow our leader

He wishes us well

Follow the leader

Straight into hell



He's got the golden tongue

Might as well have arsenic lungs

Cuz what he says is poisoning our minds

So follow this leader

If you wish to wallow in hell



Follow the leader

And he will lead you to hell



Follow the man

Who sends your children to war

Or fight back with this song

And settle the score



Do not follow his lead

Keep your soul to yourself



Or follow this leader

Straight to hell....

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xxDreamscapeInnocencexx
15:07 Aug 16 2008

Thus far, my favorite. I will take me a bit to get through these. Onto my favorite journal lists you go....

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Thoughts of a scattered mind.

Insanity written from the inside.

Mentally in hiding, never expected this.

Read the writing on the asylum walls.



The words of the lunatic

Legally declared sick

But you'd never know it

Walking these empty halls.

Reading the writing on these asylum walls.



Lost in the conflicts of their thoughts

Losing a fight we've never fought.

We don't know a thing about them.

So don't they deserve an anthem?

Read the writing on the asylum walls.



The rooms are empty now.

And the inmates are long gone.

But their remnants remain.

You can hear their screams and calls.

And you can read the writing on the asylum walls.

Reading the writing on these asylum walls......"

I've been hurt before...

This isn't the same...

I've been broken before...

This isn't the same...

I've never dealt with this before...

Forgotten my own name...

Save me from this abyss...

Take me away from this....

Because this isn't the same...



I've never felt this way before

I've never been this broken

Shattered mind, crushed ambitions

Save me from myself before I end it on my own...

I can't do this, its the worst pain I've ever known

Where do I go from here, what do I do with myself?

I can't do this, somebody please help....

Broken hearted, how was this started?

And why did it happen to me...

Someone save me, help me, this is my final plea.....

5 years ago today, my life was changed.



5 years ago today, things finally went my way.



5 years ago today, I was finally happy…



But today, my hope and dreams…



Were slain…







*chorus* 5 Years Ago Today *chorus*







I remember that day just like it was yesterday.



Better day than any day I could ever pray for.



Everything was going the right way…



And then I saw that face…



That face of an angel, she came to me.



And everything changed…







*chorus* 5 Years Ago Today *chorus*







That face, that beautiful face



Came to light up my day



5 Years Ago..Today….







*chorus* 5 Years Ago Today (x3) *chorus*







But today…that same face…



That same face that changed my life



Devastated me inside…



Tore me down, down to the ground



Put that knife in my back, tore my heart out



You killed me inside, last night…



And now tonight…



Tonight will be the last night of my entire life…



And the only glimpse of happiness I have left…



Is the memory of that one day…



That happened exactly 5 years ago today….







*chorus* 5 Years Ago Today *chorus*







5 Years Ago Today…



My life was changed…



Things finally went my way…



I was finally happy…



But today, my hopes and dreams were slain….



And tonight…



Everything…fades...

Stepped on, pushed down.



Too many more days of this, you're gonna drown.



Drown in the tears shed from your own eyes.



So take control, control of your life.



Fight the good fight, the fight against strife.







Cuz I own My own life



And there's nothing that you can be said



Nothing you can say to change the way I live.



My life is sacred, and to you, its forbidden.



Secrets of life are apparent to me, yet to you, hidden.



I see things that you can't see, seen things you couldn't believe.



But I don't dwell on your life, I focus on my own.



Cuz I own My own life







So take control, control of your life.



Fight the good fight, the fight against strife.



Cuz I own My own life.







I live my life one day at a time.



Stare up into the frozen night sky



Witness the stars as they shine.



Look at my surroundings, discover that I'm blind in both eyes.



Put my past behind, live my life one day at a time.



Yeah, absolutely one of a kind



Cuz I own My own life.







So take control, control of your life.



Fight the good fight, the fight against strife.



Cuz I own My own life.







Clairvoyance comes, the future becomes now.



Show my face, step out of the crowd.



No more will you hold me down.



Never again will tears be shed.



Not from these eyes.



Cuz things have changed.



I Own My Own Life.

Dark skies fall, no one can hear your call.



Life was great, yet now you've lost it all.



Bliss turns to reality, now you're bound to fall.







Forgotten







And now you shed your skin.







Forgotten







Demons fly from within.







Forgotten







Now you can't win







Forgotten



Forgotten…



Yet remembered by all…







Mistakes made, conscious blade.



Sing that serenade of hate



One man's life you must erase.



So you do the deed, and you plant the seed.



Seed of devastation, here's your revelation.







(Repeat Chorus 1)







Forgotten







Darkness dwells within







Forgotten







The beginning is the end







Forgotten…



Yet remembered by all….

Nobody really knows



And there's no place for you to go



Life is blank, dark, and empty



Suddenly death is oh so tempting







You tore me down



Even though you knew full well you were the one that built me



Life full of confusion and sadness



And you're Proven Guilty







Guilty of verbal abuse



Telling me my life has no worth, no use



You used your beauty and charm to seduce



Now you got me hung nicely in your noose



And I'm Proven Guilty







Guilty of giving up my heart



Never should've loved you from the start



I would still be alive and breathing right now



If only I had been smart



And the world stops spinning, comes to an abrupt end



And its Proven Guilty







Guilty of corruption and crime



Nobody ever realizes it in time



And the world becomes torn apart



Rebuilt again, back from the start



Universe relies…



Solely on the hands of that man



That with the magical hands



And He looks away



Never creates another day



Because He is Proven Guilty







Guilty of breeding false hope, embellishing in false faith



He is guilty of nonexistence



Nonexistent in the eyes in the eyes of a fallen soul



A body buried in the soil of insanity



Escaped from this wretched world of vanity



Because its Proven Guilty







Guilty of giving up its heart…



Guilty of loving you from the start…



Guilty of being ripped apart..



And cast down



And it dies, without a sound…

I wanna live…



(you'll never love me like you did)



I wanna give…



Wanna give my heart back to you, again…



(show you all the blood and tears I've shed)



The Death Of Love







I wanna show you again, how important your love has been…



But you shoot me down, every time I come around.



(shoot me down, down, my heart breaks without a sound)



Life flashes before my eyes, shows me damage done to both our lives



(flashes, everything around me crashes)



Now life it fades, snap back to reality.



Everything around me burnt down.



(reduced to embers and ASHES)



Standing in a pool of my own blood, growing with more slashes.



(a lone tears falls…, and SPLASHES)



Done with life, and our pointless clashes







Now, I wanna live…



(but you will never love me again)



I wanna give…



Wanna give my heart back to you, again…



(show you all the blood and tears I've shed)



The Death Of Love







No more thoughts running through my head.



(my mind is shot, lifeless, and DEAD)



No more tears will I shed.



(too late now, eyes bloodshot, and red)



Cant believe the pain you have bred



(bout to put a bullet, straight through a head)







I wanna live…



(you'll never love me like you did)



I wanna give…



Wanna give my heart back to you, again…



(show you all the blood and tears I've shed)







The Death Of Love



(love, love dies, the death of love)



Love Dies, People Cry



(people cry, cry when love, love it dies)



People cry when love, love it dies…



My heart shatters, one last time



(heart leaves my body, takes it flight)



The Death Of Love…



Death Of Love…

Of Love and I…

In my mind

Its about time that I died

And I lied...

Those last few times I said I cared

So go cry

Cry me a river and drown in it



Listen to my heartbeat

It'll stop in time

It was already broken

Keep that in mind

You've gotten your way

Thats all, thats it, you win

My heart couldnt take it

I've finally reached my end...



In my mind

Its about time that I died

And I lied...

Those last few times I said I cared

So go cry

Cry me a river and drown in it

I drown in my suffering.

Why won't you give me your hand?

I'm tortured by my pain

Won't you make it stop?

I suffocate on my confusion

From now on, save your breath



I put my all in you

I took a fall with you

And now I'll never get you back

I don't know what to do

Or how to make it through

Feeling like my sanity is under attack



So give me your hand as I drown

Bring an end to this torture

Though you've done so much for me

You won't save my life

So as I suffocate on my confusion

Just save your breath



I drown in my suffering.

Why won't you give me your hand?

I'm tortured by my pain

Won't you make it stop?

I suffocate on my confusion

From now on, save your breath

I've seen this before.

Your eyes aimed at mine.

If looks could kill,

I'd be no more.

But they can't

So here we go again



Look away

I'm sick of your face

Look away

I'm tired of your game

One last time I'll say

Damnit, look away



I hate your eyes

Look away

I hate your lies

Get away

From me

You once were the one

Now you are the epitome

Of everything I despise

Get the hell away from me

Master of Beautiful Brutality.

Will you be standing over my grave?

Wiping away tears as you weep

Or will you be next to me?

Holding hands eternally as we sleep



Oh, master of Beautiful Brutality

Will I forever be your slave?

Have I fallen way too deep?

Or is there a light I'll come to see

And decide my soul isn't yours to keep



I feel your arms around me all the time.

Slowly constricting my life.

The grip gets tighter and tighter.

Despite the pain, I'm kept around by your face.

Your occasional laugh or smile, undermine how I feel inside.

Confusion is torture.

And you are the master of Beautiful Brutality



All your imperfections cloaked in "I Love You"s

Kept around by your lies

Despite the deception in your eyes.

Should've looked beyond your facade.

And seen the pain you've always brought

Hidden behind the walls.

Of your Beautiful Brutality



So master of Beautiful Brutality

Stand over my grave and weep

Desecration of us has led me to believe.

You were never good enough for me.

For eternity I'll rest alone

My soul you cannot keep.

Its mine in my eternal sleep.



The master of Beautiful Brutality...

Has lost.

The first tear falls

The others just follow

Your first love calls

Causes you to wallow

Stop bringing me down

I'm through with this game

So let that first tear fall



If you walk away

Than keep away

Don't try to return another day

If you're gone,

Then gone you'll stay

Stop bringing me down

I'm through with this game

So let the first tear fall



The first tear falls

The others just follow

Remember your first love?

Sour taste in your mouth,

That you just can't swallow?

Stop bringing me down

I'm through with this game

Let the first tear fall

Are you feeling any better?

Are you rid of the pain?

Are you feeling any better?

Or are you going insane?



Standing there, staring into the mirror.

Saying "Why Me?" until something changes

But you never see anything but the pain

There's a hole where your soul once was

As black and as dark as your heart

Staring into the mirror where your reflection once was.

Now it only shows a ghost

A shell of your former self.

A shadow of what could've been, of what once was

Lingering in the aura

All thats left is the pain



You're not feeling any better

You'll never be rid of this pain

You're not feeling any better

You've already gone insane

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KisaKira
17:15 May 29 2011

i like this poem, it's very expressive in a short blunt way and has a nice flow, i like the message behind it too

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Is there a god up there, looking down on us?

And can you honestly say you hope there is?

The expectations are prodigious

Do you think you can live up to it?

I think I'd rather enjoy my freedoms.

Than believe in all these lies.

So I say...

Smite me if you have the power.

Wipe away my life.

Do you feel your influence slipping away?

You should, and I'll tell you why



If apathy is a disease,

This entire world is infected

You can search it high and low

There will be little faith detected

The expectations are prodigious

We know we can't live up to it

We'd rather enjoy life than believe in all these lies

Your influence is slipping away

And we just told you why

Rebel against my word, bow to my reverence.

Burn me alive, and then sing my rapture.



Look what you've done...

Hear the cries of your lord.



Destroying the world that was made for you

Prepare to die by the sword.

Annihilation of the wicked.

Destruction of the creation.

Eradication of your horde.

Fear the cries of your lord.

Death will befall you

Sterilize the earth

Pray for your solace

I bet you never find it

Swept up in this plague

No one else around

Your blackened soul is denied

Your life will be erased tonight

I'll erase it tonight



Vengeance will find you

Don't bother wasting your time

Cease the search for your solace

It doesn't exist

Your soul has been denied

So I will take it tonight

I'll take it tonight

Shatter your conscience

Don't bother with penance

You're beyond that now

Heart as dark as your shadow

You speak nothing but lies

You've ruined so many lives

Can't blame it on your scars.

They're self inflicted

Sadistically addicted.

You can't take it back



Shatter your conscience

Don't waste your time with penance

Your soul is so far gone

Its so far gone...

I wish I could save you...

Your soul is just so far gone...

You are just too far gone...

Your soul is damned



Shatter your conscience

Don't bother with penance

You're beyond that now

Heart as dark as your shadow

You speak nothing but lies

You've ruined so many lives

Can't blame it on your scars,

They're all self inflicted

Sadistically addicted

You can't take it back

You're too far gone.....

I want you to know I'm damn near dying here without her

But I know her loving touch is in my future

So, loyal to her I shall stay forever

Because life, I know, won't get any better

Than it will when I hold her in my arms



When I see her face

Everything falls into place

I yearn for her touch

This world is damn near too much

My imagination keeps me alive

I'll wait for her forever

Want another girl, never

Because I know her loving touch is in my future

I'll wait forever, I'll wait for eternity

I love her so much...

I'll wait forever, until finally

I have her, and I feel her touch.

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Kimberley
00:28 Sep 24 2008

i read them all :]]

and i love them all

you are extremely talented

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Desire2bbitten
14:07 Jun 26 2009

Of all the entries you've posted, I was thinking the first one you wrote would probably be the truest, most direct reflection of the person you are...



and, I am thinking maybe I was right...



this was absolutely beautiful...I hope you got her...

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